Good day!

Today has been a pretty good day! I got to sleep in til 10 and then I got a text from Levi to go play volleyball! which was so much fun!!! Surprisingly I'm getting better and better the more I play. Levi's new roommate came with to play and while we were having a cell phone break haha he asked me out. It was very unexpected, but it should be fun. We shall see. And now Levi and I have plans tonight to hang out... fun fun fun can't wait!

Time to step up

I feel like I'm almost at my breaking point! Running away is sounding really really good right now! I think I'm just tired of my life right now. There's is nothing exciting going on, I don't have a man to wonder about, I'm taking 9 credit hours (which is the max), etc. I think I need to change things up a bit but I don't know what to do to change things up! I want to meet new people... maybe I should go country dancing tomorrow night... maybe even by myself! That would be a step way outside my comfort zone! I just need a change of pace. Maybe that's why I'm so excited for our trip next weekend. I need something new. I feel like my academic life is in tip top shape but my personal life is lacking hardcore! I need something to add a little spice to my life. I think I'm bored, actually I know I'm bored. Again, running away sounds really good right now if purely for the adventure. If I want something good to happen I guess I'm just going to have to do it myself.

Future

Have you ever wondered where you would be in 5 years? 10 years? There are so many different situations you could be in that far down the road... I always wonder what my life will be like but it is rarely the same. Sometimes I imagine my life where I'm a wife and mother... but most of the time that scares me!? I don't really understand that because i want to get married and start a family, I just think sometimes it's all too much. Then sometimes I think I want to move out east and teach in a small town, live by myself, have a huge dog to protect me, and just be on my own for a while. Doesn't that sound just marvelous? I've never told anyone about that... I think it's because I'm afraid of what my family would think. I want to get married and have a family but I also want to be my own person and become independent.
This is all I'm going to write right now but I plan on writing more...